So i've had a Xanga for a while but its a photography site, and i thought its time to actually make a blog where i can post shit to get it off my chest.. because shits been happening and really i just need somewhere to vent.. so here's my blog whether you read it or not.

I'm Nicole by the way, i used to think i was a nice person but lately i've been seeing parts of myself i never knew i had... like i've been cranky at everything and everyone... people i work with have been pissing me off... all i want to do is update my facebook status telling them how i really feel about them but i already tried that and well.. kind got in trouble.. damnit!

Also, my grandparents passed away this week, my pop died of a heart attack on Thursday and 4 days later on Monday my nan passed away from cancer, i guess some people just cant live without one another can they :( my dads taking it pretty badly, hes fighting with his 3 brothers about the funeral arrangements, i'm dreading going to the funeral, i hate seeing people upset and to make things worse i don't think my boyfriend will be able to come to the funeral with me, he has to work :(

I really just want this week to be over!

On a happier note, i'm getting a new phone on Saturday! You know your having a bad week when the only thing u have to look forward to is getting a new phone!